“I Am a Poet!” (John Dotson’s dream of March 3, 2016)
At the conclusion of the dream, I’m taking the initiative of cleaning things up, organizing the leftovers in a folksy, congenial, courteous sort of way. At some point in this process, someone sharply reprimands me for allowing portions of the chopped cabbage to be mixed in a cubicle designated for the cucumbers.
I understand this complaint. I even agree with the corrective. But I find myself, beyond myself, continuing to make the same error. And once again I am sharply reprimanded.
At which point I am filled with psychic energies and feel vast forces welling up within me. And I am stunned by the words I am now uttering—words freshly forming and concretizing as my larynx begins to constrict, tongue activates, lips flex. Resolute, wide-eyed, and with the considerable force of my upper body and whole being, I say:
I AM A POET—I SPEAK THE WORLD!
The immediate circumstance comes to a silent stillness.
In my mind I recoil. What did I just say? How could I? What does this mean? What evidence is there?
But there is no impulse whatsoever within me to retract what I have said.
And I wake up.